Emotional Anatomy Softloud

Emotional Anatomy

by Softloud

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Cesare Bogazzi: voice & guitars.
Alessandro Corrias: bass guitar.
Gianmarco Mameli: drums & keyboards.

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released April 17, 2012

Recorded by Giacomo Fiorenza @ Igloo Audio Factory, Correggio (Italy).
Studio assistant: Andrea Sologni.
Mix & mastering: Giacomo Fiorenza & Andrea Suriani @ Alpha DEPt. Studio, Bologna (Italy).
Produced by Giacomo Fiorenza & Softloud.
Released under Prismopaco Records.
All music by Softloud.
All lyrics by Cesare Bogazzi.
Original artwork: Maristella Portas.
Cover layout: Gianmarco Mameli.

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Softloud Cagliari, Italy

Softloud was born at the end of 2005 from an idea of the guitarist/lead singer Cesare Bogazzi and the bassist Alessandro Corrias. In March 2006 they released a 4 track EP.

In May 2009 their first album A place to hide was out. It comprehends 12 tracks, recorded and mixed by Andrea Murgia at H-Studio.

In 2010 the drummer Gianmarco Mameli joins us.
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Track Name: Silence is better than words
I've been down, hiding to myself too long
That I never choose, I always let my life go on
I've been around, just lookin' for something real
That I've never found and never felt that I was near

It's not easy, when you don't even know the name
Of the place that you're trying to get
Or maybe it's just another way to say
I've lost my wings

I've been sad, feeling I was slippin' away
I've been afraid for every single breath I've heard
I've been told that silence is better than words
I've been sick about every single chance I've lost

I've been down
And now I'm sitting, watching all the stars
I've never seen, 'cause I've never tried to look so high
I've been here, but I've always tried to get away
And I was sure that I couldn't wait another day
Track Name: Circle
I don't belong to these streets
Yeah, in this place I'm through
You don't even know that I'm here
To steal the best from you
Oh... I don't need to find
The reason why I'm here

I must have walked in circles
It's the best thing I can do
There are thorns in my hands
And this could be
Everything I want
Oh... I don't need to find
The reason why I'm here

I don't belong to these place
Yeah, in this world I'm through
You don't even know that I'm here
To take the best from you
Oh... I don't need to find
The reason why I'm here

I must have walked in circles
It's the best thing I can do
Everytime I feel I must go
There's something I can't control
Oh... I don't need to find
The reason why I'm here

Oh... I'll be there... but there's nothing left to me
But I'll be fine... 'cause there's nothing left to hide

I must have walked in circles
It's the only thing I do
There are thorns in my hands
And this could be
Everything I want
Oh... I don't need to find
The reason why I'm here
Track Name: Something new
I've spent my days waitin' for something
That I didn't know and now I'm all alone
These broken dreams and anesthetized feelings
Make feel that I'm the only one
Who sees his time slowly fading away
I just keep on lying on the floor
I should try to put my finger on it
But maybe it couldn't be enough to stop the flow

I've spent my days waitin' for something new
But what you dream is not what you choose
I watch my life and I see great mistake
Maybe soon I'll have no one to blame but me
'Cause I see my time slowly fading away
I just keep on lying on the floor
I should try to put my hands on it
But maybe it couldn't be enough to stop the flow

Oh but now... I won't stop the flow

It seems this night is endlessly
Buried inside of me

I've spent my days waitin' for something
That I didn't know and now I'm all alone
These broken dreams and anestethized feelings
Make feel that I'm the only one
Who sees his time slowly fading away
And says nothing
I should try to put my hands on it
But maybe I won't stop the flow

Oh but now... I won't stop the flow
Oh but now...
Track Name: Wrong
I hate when you say you're sorry
And when you think that you can't make it
I hate when you say
That everything you do is wrong

I hate when it seems you're sleeping
But I can see the tears in your eyes
I see them shining and
Slowly runnin' down your face

I hate when you say you can't love
But even you can't believe in your words
I hate when you say
That all you want is to be alone

And when you think
That I'm coming here to blame you
Oh that's exactly where you're wrong
'Cause if you come out of the rain
Soon everything will fade away

I hate when you think it's funny
To be the one who's always running
I hate when you think
That everyone in the world is wrong

And when you think
That I'm coming here to blame you
You just keep on losing
Everyone who cares for you
But if you free your mind
I'm sure you'll understand
That if you come out of the rain
Soon everything will fade away
Track Name: Before anyone
These feelings that I've found
Are the same that I have drowned
And I'm turning back to hell for you
All the people that I've lost
And the bleeding that I've loved
And I'm turning back to hell with you

But I'm here, before anyone can see
That this is just a dream
And I'll try to save it
Before anyone can see

These feelings that I've found
Are the ones I've tried to drown
And I'm turning back to hell for you
All the places that I've loved
And the fire that I've lost
And I'm turning back to hell with you

But I'm here, before anyone can see
That this is just a dream
And I'll try to save it
Before anyone can see

And I'm turning...
Track Name: Calf (not easy)
When you're tired of going on
When you think that you're alone
'Cause nobody understands
I know it's not easy
When you feel that you should stop
From this life you want some more
When you start to fade away
I know it's not easy

When you feel you're going to fall
When you think it's time to go
When you need to find your place
I know it's not easy
When you think that you're alone
You know I've been there before
When nobody understands
I know it's not easy

Everything will be alright
I know you've already tried
But this time it will be fine
Don't you wonder where you are
You deserve it and that's all
I could ever do for you

When you think it's been so long
Since the last time you've been home
When you start to understand
I know it's not easy
When you feel it's time to change
When you need to stay away
But nobody understands
I know it's not easy
Track Name: 3 A.M.
3 A.M. and there's nobody home
Lights are flowing, cold gets to your bones
You look around but there's no need to know
That you're all alone
3 A.M. and you feel you're going to fall

It's a strange way watching the world
From the floor
You're screaming out for help
But nobody hears you
From the floor

3 A.M. and you start to understand
Lights are down, this must be the end
You look around but there's no need to know
That you're afraid
3 A.M. and your life slips through your hands

It's a strange way watching the world
From the floor
You're screaming out for help
But nobody hears you
From the floor
And you call, you shout
You need someone
'Cause you're on the floor
It's a strange way watching the world
From the floor

And then you'll see that everything
Will fade away, away from here
Track Name: The dreamer
If you say please, should I stay and keep on trying?
I wonder if you see that something here is dying
And if you say that we could start back again
I wonder why you dream
And why you talk with me

But if you don't exist, why don't you disappear?

How can you say that you still believe?
When everything you've done
Just showed me your lies
How can you say that I stopped believing?
With all the time that I've been waitin' for you

If you say please, should I stay and keep on lying?
There is no way that we can try and keep on dying
And if you say that we could start back again
I wonder if you dream
And why you talk with me

But if you don't exist, then you should disappear

How can you say that you still believe?
When everything you've done
Just showed me your lies
How can you say that I stopped believing?
With all the time that I've been waitin' for you
How can you say that?
Track Name: I feel
Clouds on my thoughts
That hide from me the things I've lost
Clouds everywhere
While I'm wandering in a sea of grey
I've seen you walking away
So many times that I couldn't even say
And now it's just the same
You've gone
And I have to find my way

And I feel
There's nothing I can do
If you don't dream
A better place for us
And when you say
That you have to understand
You leave me here
As afraid as I have always been

Clouds on my thoughts
But now I know exactly the things I've lost
So you see me walking away
For the first time
And you don't know what to say

So now you see me walking away from here
See me walking away
Track Name: Thinking
Bad memories are comin' back
So suddenly
I try to fight but I can't win
They're coming from a past
That I believed
I had buried down inside of me

'Cause you were never next to me
When I was losing everything
But now it's time to save what's left
Of this broken dream
That you've thrown away

I feel like I have drowned
But I'm still here
With all these words that I can't speak
They're coming from a past
That I was sure
I had buried down inside a hole

Now it's time to see what's left
And I will
'Cause everyday of my life
I've been torn apart
But now it seems so far

But you were never next to me
When I was losing everything
But now it's time to save what's left
Of this broken dream
That you've thrown away
Track Name: Drifting
I would like to be
Anywhere but here tonight
'Cause everything I see
It's going to be just a faded dream
I could barely see the waves
That slowly brought me here
Silence is unreal
And no one can watch me as I'm
Drifting... Drifting...